Sober Sunrise - AA Speaker Podcast

I Bought a Horse to Stay Sober: AA Speaker - Erna G. - Sacramento, CA

She tried meetings, therapy, willpower — even buying a horse to stay sober.Nothing worked until she finally did the Steps completely.
Erna G. from Walnut Creek, CA speaking at Hope and Serenity Meeting in Sacramento - April 7th 2012
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Erna's journey from early drinking in Iceland to years of restless, irritable sobriety in Alcoholics Anonymous where she believed meetings alone would save her. After cycling through treatment, sponsorship, self-help ideas, and even buying a horse on the advice of a well-meaning sponsor, she discovered that activity without full surrender to the Twelve Steps left her spiritually blocked and emotionally miserable. Though she accumulated time, she was still driven by self-will, jealousy, fear, and unfinished amends until she finally committed to a complete Third Step decision, a searching Fourth Step, and thorough amends through Steps Eight and Nine. What followed was not just relief from alcohol, but real freedom — the obsession lifted, relationships restored, motherhood embraced, and a growing life of service grounded in daily practice of Steps Ten, Eleven, and Twelve. Through marriage, homelessness, and even a stroke at thirty-five, Erna learned that recovery is not about managing life better, but about trusting God fully and carrying the message with joy and conviction.
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The $3 Amends That Changed My Life - AA Speaker - Cecil C. - Blackstone, VA

After years of rebellion, ego, and nearly walking away from AA, Cecil discovered that the Twelve Steps weren’t suggestions — they were the only path back to peace.
Cecil C. from Prince Albert, Saskatchewan, Canada speaking at The Blackstone Retreat - 1970
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Cecil C. shares a powerful journey from early rebellion and military drinking to ego-driven sobriety and eventual spiritual renewal through the Twelve Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous. After losing jobs, fighting in bars, nearly losing his family, and almost walking away from AA because he thought he “wasn’t bad enough,” he finally found real recovery when a group committed to working the Steps in order. Step One revealed not just powerlessness over alcohol but the unmanageability of his sober life; Step Four and Five exposed his ego and dishonesty; Step Eight and Nine taught him humility through even the smallest amends; and Step Ten brought him back when success and material ambition began to replace spiritual growth. Through prayer, meditation, sponsorship, and carrying the message, Cease learned that AA is not about activity or applause but about practicing spiritual principles in all affairs. His closing challenge remains simple and direct: we may look good on the outside at conferences and meetings, but the real question of recovery is how we are on the inside.
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“I Fell 30 Feet, Got 4 DWIs… and Still Couldn’t Quit Drinking” - AA Speaker - Troy N. - Elgin, TX

After four DWIs, a shattered arm, and a truck fire, he still couldn’t quit drinking — until Alcoholics Anonymous changed everything.
Troy N. from Austin, TX speaking at the 6th annual Fellowship in Elgin, TX - June 2nd 2007
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Troy N. shares a powerful story of progression—from early drinking in Houston and escalating legal trouble, to shattered bones, burned bridges, four DWIs, jail time, divorce, and a literal truck fire—before finally surrendering on January 27, 1999. He describes the insanity of near-death accidents that didn’t stop him, treatment attempts that didn’t stick, and the crushing spiritual emptiness that alcohol could no longer fill. What ultimately changed was not fear, but willingness: working the Steps quickly and thoroughly, carrying the message, and building a real relationship with God. Today, Troy lives in freedom—remarried to the same woman he once devastated, traveling the world, attending meetings even on dirt roads in Mexico, and experiencing the “peace that passes understanding.” His message is clear: recovery is not about barely surviving—it’s about living in harmony, usefulness, and spiritual connection, one day at a time.
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From Inmate to Warden | AA Speaker - Tom I. - Chicago, IL

After a fatal accident and a prison sentence, Tom discovered that consequences don’t stop alcoholism — surrender does.
Tom I. from Aberdeen, NC speaking at Illinois State Conference - August 30th 2002
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Tom shares the journey from blackout drinking and a fatal accident to a five-to-fifteen-year prison sentence where he first encountered Alcoholics Anonymous. Even after devastating consequences, he discovered that fear and guilt were not enough to stop drinking — only a full surrender in Step One and a searching Step Four inventory changed him at a cellular level. Inside prison, he experienced real freedom through the Twelve Steps, making amends, confronting defects of character, and learning that Alcoholics Anonymous is not a hiding place for broken people but a design for living. After his release, he built a life of service that eventually led him back into the correctional system — this time as a leader — proving that spiritual principles, consistently practiced, can restore dignity, purpose, and enthusiasm even decades into sobriety.
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Clean Your Side of the Street | AA Speaker - Jerry J. - Melbourne Beach, FL

Jerry explains what it really means to become entirely ready for change — confronting self-centeredness, character defects, and the amends that bring lasting freedom.
Jerry J. from Lake Whitney, TX doing the steps at the Space Coast Roundup 2005 in Melbourne Beach, FL - February 2005
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Continuing through Steps Six through Nine, Jerry examines how resentment, fear, ego, and victim thinking dominate an alcoholic’s life. He unpacks humility in practical terms, describes how character defects quietly shape our behavior, and explains why cleaning our side of the street restores dignity and peace. With humor and clarity, Jerry reminds us that freedom comes when we stop rehearsing the past and start living by spiritual principles one day at a time.
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Principles Before Personalities — AA Traditions Explained - AA Speaker - Richard E. - London, UK

In this AA traditions workshop, Richard E. explains why unity, sponsorship, and the primary purpose of Alcoholics Anonymous determine whether a group survives or dies.
Richard E. from London, UK speaking about the traditions at Hatfield group in Hatfield, UK - May 12th 2011
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Richard E. shares a direct and often humorous workshop on the 12 Traditions of Alcoholics Anonymous, explaining why AA survived while groups like the Washingtonians and the Oxford Group disappeared. He walks through unity, group conscience, sponsorship, anonymity, and the dangers of money, prestige, and outside influence. With stories about Bill Wilson, early AA history, and modern meetings, Richard reminds us that the common welfare must come first and that AA’s primary purpose is to carry a clear message of recovery through the 12 Steps.
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I Didn’t Come to Get Sober — I Came to Be Changed - AA Speaker - Don P. - Camden, ME

Don P. explains why simply not drinking isn’t enough — and how real recovery begins with complete surrender, spiritual action, and helping others.
Don P. from Aurora, CO at the 6th Annual Big Book Weekend at Tanglewood in Camden, ME - June 14th 2003
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Don P. delivers a direct and deeply grounded Alcoholics Anonymous message on the difference between being sober and truly recovering. Drawing from the Big Book and decades of experience, he shares why the Twelve Steps are preparation for the real work of helping others, why half-measures fail, and how lasting freedom comes through full surrender to a Higher Power. With humor, clarity, and spiritual depth, Don reminds us that alcoholism centers in the mind, that we are powerless over the first drink, and that real transformation happens when we stop managing life ourselves and allow God to work through us. His message calls for courage, humility, and a willingness to be changed — not just abstinent.
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When Drinking Stopped Fixing Me - AA Speaker - Scott P. - Dallas, TX

In this powerful AA speaker meeting, Scott shares how working the 12 Steps from the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous removed his obsession to drink and gave him a new and wonderful life.
Scott P. from Dallas, TX speaking at the Primary Purpose Group in Dallas, TX - August 10th 2007
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Scott shares how alcohol felt like the solution from the age of five, carried him through years of failed attempts at control, resentment, and restless misery, and ultimately stopped working altogether. After countless experiments with controlled drinking and repeated relapses, Scott finally conceded to his innermost self that he was an alcoholic and fully committed to the 12 Steps as outlined in the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous. Through inventory, amends, daily prayer and meditation, and carrying the message, the obsession to drink was removed. His story is a clear and powerful reminder that freedom comes not from quitting alcohol alone, but from spiritual action and living the AA program.
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Wet the Bed at 32 Years Old — That Was My Bottom | AA Speaker Dave B.

After choosing alcohol over love, losing his marriage, and living in his sister’s basement, Dave hit a bottom he could no longer deny.
Dave B. from Saco, ME speaking at the Tuesday night Surrender Group of Alcoholics Anonymous in Portland, ME - March 17th 2009
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Dave’s story is one of ego, denial, and repeated collapse—marrying drinking buddies, choosing alcohol over love, bouncing checks, and living in his sister’s basement at 32 years old. After a failed attempt to control his drinking on a business trip to Denver, he woke up in a hotel room and fully conceded to his innermost self that he was an alcoholic. That moment of surrender marked the beginning of true recovery. Through the Twelve Steps, honest inventory, and difficult amends—especially with his family—Dave discovered that sobriety is not just about not drinking, but about spiritual transformation and living under new management. His message is clear: there is a way out, and it begins with complete surrender.
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You Never Have to Feel That Way Again | AA Speaker | Jay S.

From living in his car and baffled by his drinking to decades of joyful sobriety, Jay shares how immediate surrender and spiritual action changed everything.
Jay S. from Sedona, AZ speaking at the 48th Annual Big Deep South Convention in New Orleans, LA - June 19th 2016
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Jay's story is a powerful testament to what happens when desperation meets willingness. After years of blackout drinking, arrests, and self-loathing, Jay found Alcoholics Anonymous on May 2, 1979, and made a decision that very day to fully commit to sobriety. Through fearless inventory, amends, sponsorship, meditation, and unwavering spiritual practice, he transformed from a restless and confused young alcoholic into a man living with purpose, creativity, and deep connection. Jay reminds us that AA is not merely about putting down the drink — it is about learning how to change, how to love, and how to live on a higher plane of inspiration. His message is clear: you never have to feel the way you once felt again if you are willing to do the work.
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